How many moments have you found yourself alone on a friday night. All your friends and acquaintances fulling their plans attending parties, going to social gatherings, after school activities. You pick up your phone and find yourself scrolling threw you phonebook multiple times attempting to discover a comforting soul to fill the empty space that has become a void in your life for days, soon became weeks, next thing a half a decade flies by and you find your residing in the same position, driven to complete the same mission, one that was a million to one possibility preached by each and every citizen that surrounds the space that became an iron cage separating your from the regular life you so severely desire. You have sacrificed friendships, relationships, education, and even family. Its crazy being penetrated deep beneath heart where your soul and flesh meet. Suppressed memories have seeped to the farthest depths, leaving you unable to speak. Narcotics and alcohol become the only things in life that seem to give you hand when have craved it most. Sleep has slowly faded from your nightly routine. Days turn to weeks. Half a month with no rest will not allow u to decided the difference between reality and fantasy. All that remains inside your crippled empty carcus is faith. Faith that no matter what life distributes in front of your way hoping to provoke a mistake leading to a downfall. I have felt myself almost to the point of no return. But as a child grows up scared of the dark, that doesn’t mean a man raised in the dark is unable to discover the light! Night Mother Earth
GHOST